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I refuse
to let this
break me

but; it is so close.


Walls

closing in,
hurting

me.


Please no more
noises,
shatter my ears,
leave me
broken,
crying,

empty,


alone.

In the dark.
Nightmares, waking me
up, in the middle of the night.

Screaming, shivering,
devoid
of reason.


I refused
to let this
break me

but; it is
           too
               late

Walls
of my mind, closing in
on my sanity.

It paralyses
through noises.

Screaming, shaking
my sense of self.


In my thoughts
I am


alone..
Depression
Okay, so I've been fairly busy with my studies lately and haven't been writing a lot. Last night I got some inspiration, and I noticed that I have gained a new understanding of poetry, specifically in how placement of linebreaks and such can influence a work. I mean, I could recognise it before, but now I seem to be able to actually use it, and fairly instictively, even!

As grim as the poem is, I'm proud of this newfound skill, as I think its shape adds meaning, making for sentences which can be read and interpret in more ways than they would've if they were written in a more regular form and metre.
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  • Listening to: My iPod
  • Reading: Land of Stories
  • Playing: Pou
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Soooo, I found this on Herainia's profile and I figured I'd do it, since I'm bored as hell :)

Here goes:

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits: Slaying the Dreamer - Nightwish (Ohh, I like that ^^)

Waking Up: Cut up Angels - The Used (Hmm. Pretty good. Sounds like a wakeup song, actually!)

First Day at School: Tetris theme - Powerglove (Hell yeah)

Falling In Love: Nichts is mehr geheur (Something Bad) - German Wicked cast (That is kinda weird.. Willemijn Verkaik's voice though :3)

Fight Scene: Was is nur los mit ihm? - Rebecca

Breaking Up: Together - Avril Lavigne (That seems suitable)

Prom: Come With Me - Spamalot (OMG yes perfect)

Life: One Word - Anouk

Mental Breakdown: Kingdom for a Heart - Sonata Arctica (Hmm. Alright then)

Driving: Losing my Insanity - Sonata Arctica (This probably tells us something about my driving skills..)

Flashback: Self Esteem - The Offspring (Pretty good)

Getting Back Together: Wrecking the Sphere - Sonata Arctica

Wedding: Mijn Leven is van Mij (I Belong to Me) - Elisabeth (So, no wedding then? Also. Pia Douwes! :D)

Birth of a Child: Spread the Love - Sister Act (Lol nice)

Final Battle: Down Once More/Track Down this Murderer/Final Lair - The Phantom of the Opera (Good, good)

Death Scene: Your Betrayal - Bullet for my Valentine

Funeral Song: Cinderella, Darling - How To Succeed Company (Ehm. Right)

End Credits: Chess Game #1 - Chess in Concert (Oh that's beautiful. That's so perfect for the credits :3)


That's a weird list. Nice though. Well..

I might try to be a bit more active from now on btw. No more deadlines for school, just exam trainings and a lot of free time basically.

Bye!
'Anouk

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:iconromanjones:
RomanJones Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!!
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:icondarkdragonprincess:
DarkDragonprincess Featured By Owner May 7, 2013
Happy birthday :)
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:iconthe-darkest-dreams:
The-Darkest-Dreams Featured By Owner May 9, 2013
Aww thank you :)
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:iconherainia:
Herainia Featured By Owner May 25, 2012  Student
You got tagged! :) [link]
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:icondrosera-sundews:
drosera-sundews Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi Anouk, nice glasses you have up there! ^
I'm Loes by the way, though I'd better tell you
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drosera-sundews Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hi!
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:iconthe-darkest-dreams:
The-Darkest-Dreams Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2012
I know right! They're my friend's :D Hi there :P
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:iconeugeniaclara:
eugeniaclara Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2012  Professional General Artist
:thanks:
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:icondarkdragonprincess:
DarkDragonprincess Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011
Merry christmas to you. :D
*sharing some festive xmas mood*
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:iconjin-xie:
Jin-xie Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2011
Hi, I didn't know that you had DA also! Annika here if you wonder :'D Found you from Olga's profile :') *watches you*
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